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The Possession of a Preoccupied Mind

Hey, how you doin'?  No, I am not rewatching Friends for the zillionth time.  It's just that I hate to start traditionally.  I'm in a conflicting situation: some of my readers like my conversational tone, but apparently it isn't quite acceptable to the publication agencies. Two of my best-appreciated stories were rejected because of their tone. The rejection felt like a jolt that I could practically feel in my head, especially the second one.  Since that day, I've been caught up in a vicious loop of boredom because I stopped writing anything new.   I also called off a new transcription gig that promised me some good money, but the client was a tad bit of a scoundrel in his behaviour.  So here I am, having voluntarily stepped away from both writing and work, and somehow managing to be bored out of my mind. Pretty efficient, ain't I? I'm in that peculiar state where I don't want to do anything to kill time, yet somehow want the time to pass joyfully. I ...

Why You Are the Way You Are

  Why You Are the Way You Are?   The best way to answer this question would be to first fully understand it. The question seeks an answer from me as to why I have completely given up on people who were once very close to me or so I would made myself to believe. Before going any further I would make it very clear that my elaboration most certainly will make some eyebrows raised whose sentiments or as they would like to put it POV is about to hurt. But then again, it’s not about them but me and how I felt and what led me to have that opinion about them. So here it goes, the reason I have divorced myself from the superficiality of people is because of the realization that I have had in the past couple of months. Now you must ask what that realization might be? The realization being the sheer fact that despite having the existence of tons of people in my life, they are non-existential for me. The fact that when I am devoured by grief and the blow of circumstances, I ...